Selasa, 27 Juli 2010

sedih dan senang satu hati

assalamu'alaikum , hola, aloha, mabuhai, annyeong, hello, hai, konichiwa, bonjour, dan semua ucapan hai dalam bahasa manapuun...
sudah lama tak cuap-cuap, akhirnya saya memutuskan untuk melanjutkan kembali aktfitas cuap-cuap gak guna malam ini.
actually, dari kemaren udah pengen posting something,, tapi karena very lazzy, gak jadi deeh..
karena kejadian dalam seminggu ini yang bikin saya jungkir balik, nungging , guling-guling gak jelas, saya putuskan untuk mengeluarkan sisa-sisa oksidasi dalam otak.

yap yap yap, pyoooong.
seminggu belakangan ini, mood gw hancur kacau balau, gak menentu, labil, sehari sedih, sehari senang, bahkan sehari bisa sedih dan senang dalam waktu yang bersamaan. kenapa bisa begitu gw juga gak tau.
kenapa gw bisa sedih??? kenapa yaa?? *flashback* ooiiiaa, itu karena my aegyo prince, sungmin oppa ngedelete account twitternyaa.. walaupun kesannya gw lebay, but trust me , ini gak lebay,, rasa sedih bgini tuh kayak abis putus ama pacar. rasanya hampa, sedih, bawaanya pngen bengong aja kayak orang gak punya tujuan idup *emang selama ini lw punya me? iyeelah gw punyaa *.
gw dan para teman ELF pun mulai gundah gelisah basah-basah karena nangis *enggak denng,,boong* . gw curhat sama temen gw yg juga gila super junior,
vicky : " baru ngerasain kan mel, sedih karena suju, rasanya kayak ditembak pake nuklir, waktu han kyung keluar rasanya juga begini" ,
gw :" oh gtu ya vick, aduuh vick gw hampa bgt niih,, bengong aje gw jadinyee"
vicky:" sabar mel, kn our charming, kyuhyun masi ada"
gw :" sampe sungmin balik lagi ke twitter dan my kyuhyun pnya twitter baru gw bsa bahagia vick"
*obrolan para elf kayak yg diatas itu sudah wajar diantar para ELF, jdi jgn heran nyaak*

beberapa hari kemudian, gw mulai gundah gelisah kembali,, ini dikarenakan temen-temen elf gw, sudah mendapatkan izin dari ortu mereka , nonton super show 3 dimalaysia,, gw???? butuh perjuangan untuk mendapatkan ijin dari seorang bapak yang keras. gw mulai kepikiran buat nekad aje deh ke malaysia,, bukan pilihan yang bagus, tp akhir dari sebuah pilihaan, emang berapa sih tiket ke malaysia??. setelah memikirkan banyak rencana, gw berpikir untuk melakukan pendekatan antara pujaan hati gw n orang tua gw,, hahhaha.. rencana akan gw laksanakan segera sampai mereka muak dan mengijinkan gw kemalaysia.. doakaaan temaaan .. fighting ..

selesai dengan rencana mendekatkan pujaan hati dgn ortu ,beralih ke hari-hari berikutnyaa
ini lupa kejadiannya hari apa tapi yg pasti, pada hari itu, hati ku sungguh riaaaaaaaang sekaliiiiiii.. kenapa eh kenapa,, karena my charming kyu PUNYA TWITTER . finally, senangnya hatiku, turun panas demam ku , kini aku bermain dengan riaang..*ngacoo*
ya wajarlaah klo gw ampe lebay begini... hahahahaa, dunia maya membuat yang jauh terasa dekat. ooh my kyu .. saranghaeyo .. sejak itu, gw mulai ngetwitt dy dgn barbar,,*baca : penuh rasa cinta* .. senang senang senang....

namun, pada hari yaang sama,, gw jga sedih,, KARENA IKAN YANG GW PELIHARA SEJAK MENEMPATI RUMAH 4TAHUN YANG LALU, MATI SEMUA. BAYANGKAN, MEREKA PERGI DALAM WAKTU YG BERSAMAAN, UDAH JANJIAAN KALI YEE., entah faktor apa yang membuat mereka mati, selain karena suratan takdir.. tpi dri hasil pengamatan gw, sebelum pergi untuk selamanya, ikan gw pada gak mau makan makanan favorite mereka , yaitu pelet *semua juga tau kalee* . biasanya, mereka yg pada barbar kalo ngeliyat gw mau ngasih makan, mulutnya pada cuap-cuap gtu, tpi 2hari menjelang kepergian ikan-ikan gw, mereka pada mogok makan,, gk cuap-cuap seperti biasanyaa.. klo gw terjemahkan arti cuap-cuap mereka, mkin seperti ini.
gw jln menuju kolam ikan, nongolin kepala dikit, para ikan mulai berkumpul
ikan1: "mama-mama-mama-mama , aku lapar"
ikan2:"emak-emak-emak-emak, aye lapar"
ikan3:"mommy-mommy-mommy-mommy, i'm hungry"
ikan4:" wooy, gw laper, lemparin makanan wooy"
gw: " ikan,kamu lapar yaa??? *ngambil pelet. "niih, makan yaa,, jangan berebutaan yaa ikaann"
*majikan yg baik hati bukaan?*

kejadian menyedihkan ini, gw ceritain ke widya trus dy bilang, klo jatah hidupnya ikan emang 3tahunan.yaah, berarti memang sudah suratan takdir mereka,, ikan-ikan gw belinya barengan, matinya juga barengan. sebelumnya ada sih, yg udah mati duluan,, karena strezz ama majikannya yg ganas kayaknyaa...



yap yap yap pyoong, itulah segenap cerita seminggu ini,,,
*tambahan,, sabtu kemaren eike kekampus depok,, kata widya lagii,, disana klo mw ngedonlod, tokcer abeeezz,, krn terpengaruh, akhirnya gw coba donlod dsana, walhasil, gw shock. speedy gw aja kalaah tokcernyaa... dlm waktu 3jam ajaa, gw berhasil donlod sekitar 6video dan 1film ...mantaaaaap kaaaaaaaaan

sekiaaan cerita malam ini,, my butt pegeeel niihh..


cauuuuu.. puuuuuuuuuus... pyooooong

Sabtu, 17 Juli 2010

my heart really hurt

i don't know, what im gonna to say,,
today, really bad day for me n elf ..
we just heard bad news, Lee Sungmin has delected his twitter account.
i dont know why he do that,n make his cyworld private.
at first, i think there is something wrong with him,
many reason in my mind, why he delected his acc ..
now, my heart really hurt, it's like , you've just broke up with your boyfriend..
whatever happened with him,, i always love him,,

im lose my mind, im starting to cry, i dont know what to do,,



please comeback oppa, altough your tweet in hangul , im happy to read yours, don't leave us..
my black smile, saranghae

Senin, 12 Juli 2010

there's no other like you




There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that
Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you
How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me
Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me

Your two warm hands get cold when I’m cold, your heart which used to be strong gets sensitive when I’m hurt
To silently take my hands, to silently hold me, I only wish for those small comforts
You don’t know this heart of mine, which always wants to do more for you

My heart, say it out loud, my free soul
The days left are even more than the time when I came love you with a heart which always felt like the first time

*There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that
Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you
How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me
Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me

When my greedy heart gradually looks to other directions, when my greeds grow more than my mind can handle
To understand, to tell me clearly after all those excuses “I’m here”, only that one thing
I’m always thankful. Will I ever act that well just like you

My heart, say it out loud, my free soul
The days left are even more than the time when I came love you with a heart which always felt like the first time

*There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that
Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you
How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me
Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me

Rap> You know what, little much little even though I’m shy, you don’t know it but you’re burning like the sun, please understand my heart
Even though those girls appearing on TV shows are sparkling, I always look at you (I’m crazy crazy Baby)
Hearing you tell me “I love you”, I have everything in this world You & I, You’re so fine, Is there even anyone like you?
I love you Oh, please know it, that to me there’s only you, that I foolishly see you as my everything

We came on the same road, we are just like each other, how surprising, how thankful, it’s just love

*There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that
Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you
How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me
Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me
There’s no one like you