Rabu, 02 Desember 2009


"Desperate"

Desperate.. Desperate..

You're reachin' out,
And no one hears your cry.
You're freakin' out again
'Cause all your fears remind you.
Another dream has come undone.
You feel so small and lost
Like you're the only one.
You wanna scream,
'Cause you're desperate.

You want somebody, just anybody
To lay their hands on your soul tonight.
You want a reason to keep believin'
That some day you're gonna see the light...

You're in the dark;
There's no one left to call.
And sleep's you're only friend,
But even sleep can't hide you
From all those tears and all the pain
And all the days you wasted pushin' them away.
It's your life; it's time you face it.

You want somebody, just anybody
To lay their hands on your soul tonight.
You want a reason to keep believin'
That some day you're gonna see the light...
'Cause you're desperate, desperate.
'Cause you're desperate now...

You know the things have gotta change.
You can't go back, you find a way.
And day by day, you start to come alive.

You want somebody, just anybody
To bring some peace to your soul tonight.
You want a reason to keep believin'
That some day you're gonna see the light...

You want somebody, just anybody
To lay their hands on your soul tonight.
You want a reason to keep believin'
That some day you're gonna see the light...
'Cause you're desperate, desperate.
'Cause you're desperate tonight.
Oh, desperate... So desperate tonight,
Tonight...

Desperate, desperate....

Minggu, 15 November 2009

lonely..i'm so lonely..

kenapa judulnya lonely??? yaaa karena gw sedang lonely...
kenapa bisa begitu..?? karena gw merasa lonely...
yaaa intinyaaa LONELY cinggg....yaapp..perasaan lonely dari seseorang yang special..klo ma temen mahh,,gak pernah merasa lonely gw..krn my friend always makes me happy.. luv them so much...
tpi lonely gw ini sudah lama sekali gw rasakan,,,(derita hidup jomblo)
butuh seseorang yang selalu ada di saat gw butuhkan..(tears)..
semenjak peristiwa yang sempat membuat hidup gw jungkir balik,krn dilanda kesedihan sangat mendalam ...*kyknya orang yg dimaksud gk bkal bca nih post..jdi bakalan aman*..yaa slah gw jga siihh.,,kesalahan yg sangat fatal yg mpe skrng klo gw inget lagi...Ya Allah,,jahanam bgt gw..(tears again)...tpi srkg si doi udh ngelupain maslah dahulu kala yg membuat dunia gw serasa akan berakhirr *lebay mode : on*.

hemm..gw mw cerita alkisah perjalanan cyber love *kata si ncut* gw bersama aditya a.k.a iori..

bermula dari perkenalan oleh mak comblang kak lidya a.k.a kak angel *sampe skrng gw gtw kak angel kabarnya gmn,,kak angel dimana kauuuu*..yg sering ngajak ngeroom brg si iori sang doi dan si tiar a.k.a rockie (knp gw selalu pake a.k.a?? krn mreka make nama cyber smw)...dan kak angel pun nyombaling gw ma iori itu,,yaa awalnya siihh gw shy shy cat gtu,,wkwkwk..dn akhirnya berlanjut,,gw jdi sering chatting deh ma dy...

dan sampe akhirnya,perasaan itu pun dtg,,entah dri mana awalnya,,si doi mulai menganggap gw ini his girlfriend *blom gw anggep jdi boyfriend, dy"..
dan akhirnya,,semua pun mengalir begitu saja,,hingga dy membuat hari" qu bahagia hanya krn sms dri dy yg berbunyi " A NEW DAY HAS BEGUN, BUT I'VE ALREADY MISS YOU,, YOU'RE MY LITTLE SUN, YOU'RE MY CHARMING PRINCESS, " sypa cba yg gk melting di sms kyk gtu wlwpun kta"nya bysa,,tpi manstap ciing..(iioo,,aq kangen kmu sms lgi..)

tp 2hari stelah dy sms gw,,dy mulai berubah,,dy nyuekin gw klo gw ol,,dah gtu dy busy mulu statusnya,,(tears)(tears)...dan gw gtw knp dy berubah gtu,,dn gw jga gmw nanya ...

yaudah dehh..gw putuskan untuk mengakhiri smuanya,,pergi dri hidupnya,,,
dan dy blg,," ya klo itu jln yg terbaik bwt kmu,,ya gk apa"..(blg kek,, "lis,,jgn pergi dri hidup qu,, i can't live without youu" ngareeepppp bgt)...

dan sejak saat itu,,gw dilanda kesepian lagii...


ps : iioo,,apa yg ada dlm pikiran muu???